Friday

Interesting day today. I had to troubleshoot PA system issues which turned out to be a 4 hour issue. I hate the PA system at work, going over old wiring and having 20 different amplifiers which can fail at any given time... blah. It really made me irritable as we are paying a tech by the hour and he wanted to redo a bunch of wiring and i just wanted the fucking thing to work!

So that made me pretty stressed when i had my psychiatrist appointment. I still have anxiety issues whenever i talk to my mom because she still thinks there is a chance i won't go through with it. Sorry mom, but i need to be happy too and I've waited long enough. Because of this, my anti-depressant dosage was increased again. I must be pretty fucked up to go to the max dosage *sighs* but i hope all will work out in the end.

After psychiatrist appointment, i called my physician on how my referral process is going and they submitted the request yesterday. 3-5 days i should know if i got it so can can go to a qualified center... I'm so excited!

My hormones also arrived right on time today... *PHEW* i almost missed my Friday routine.

Let's see, i also painted my toenails a metallic purple and looks lovely on me ^^. I just need to improve my technique as a few of my toes aren't done very well *pouts*. Oh well, always next time!

Speaking of techniques, i have begun my practicing for my female voice. The only place I'm getting to, is how much more practice i need! I WILL sound like a normal girl!

One last thing, my epiliator machine came in this past week and used it for the first time today. that machine is EVIL! I used it on my left arm 2 hours ago and my arm is STILL red! If you don't know what it does, it literally pulls the hairs out as you move the machine along your skin. I hope it is worth it as I shouldn't have to worry about them growing back for a month.