Soreness is starting to dwindle a bit. Kinda glad i had this day off to recouperate. I could actually go up AND down stairs without looking like an old woman!
So, since it seems like during my transition, I have to do the research all on my own and I have to find out each step as there has been ZERO guidance for me. It really makes me distraught as it just makes me feel more and more isolated, almost like transgendered people are unheard of. Anyway, i followed up with my primary care and he will do some research for an endocrinologist that has had experience with MtF HRT.
Something interesting is happening though, not sure if it is the hormones or starting to actually becoming comfortable with myself. I really want to go out as a girl. The desire just seems to get stronger with time. Its both nerve wracking and exciting to think about my first time. In order to achieve this though, i need to start investing in makeup. I have so many acne scars and my facial hair is the WORST color, i just hope i don't look foolish... well the first time i will, but like my voice, the more i practice the better i'll get.
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